My first crush likes my post, suddenly I'm 16 years old again
Haven't been to a party in five years, cause I've never met any of my friends
The pub down the road had a music night and I had to shut my window
No, not cause it was too loud, just cause I wished I had a reason to go :/

(Chorus)
It's a lonely summer, I'm a, I'm a, I'm alone
Just a girl in an office with an invisibility complex,
and a bone-dry phone
Spent 17 years calling myself an introvert, turns out it wasn't up to me (!?)
I'm a product of my circumstance, and now I agonise wondering how things could have been

I swipe through party pictures while I'm stuck in my room
My ex and all their friends, people I'll never see again
I'll lie to myself about that too
Three close friends in my whole life and they all ended in flames!
Now I wake in the middle of the night cursing their names cause I dreamt of them again

(Chorus)

(It's not forever... Tell me something I don't know!)

(Bridge)
And I know I'll find "my crowd"
I tell myself OUT LOUD
Then maybe I'll forget this, but it hasn't happened yet

(Chorus)